I am suprised I have found a new emotion in me. I have never before hated anyone. I have been angry, mad, frustrated, despised, desillusioned, sad and disgusted by people. Now I have found hatred. A strange and ugly sensation, but nonetheless a feeling I feel is well deserved. Maybe I shouldn’t feel that surprised. This feeling has been growing for the last couple of months, but I think today is the day I finally can say that “I HATE”. Hate in the deepest sense of the word.

verb

To regard with extreme dislike and hostility: abhor, abominate, despise, detest, execrate, loathe.

noun

1. Extreme hostility and dislike: abhorrence, abomination, antipathy, aversion, detestation, hatred, horror, loathing, repellence, repellency, repugnance, repugnancy, repulsion, revulsion.
2. An object of extreme dislike: abhorrence, abomination, anathema, aversion, bête noire, bugbear, detestation, execration. Informal horror.